Today I got nostalgic.
do not know if it's because it rained yesterday, it dawned cold and partly cloudy doing, because they visit the mother and some cousins \u200b\u200band I here at work (aha) I know that my PP is home alone and I would be doing company, because I had a great weekend I went on Saturday to sign autographs for the Trevi and I have it more closely than ever, because yesterday we went shopping, we took the kids and have fun as before because my PP had to go last night and wanted him to also have been, because tomorrow they go on vacation and bonus Celaya's aunt and I have to be working (uh), because the city is strangely empty and eerily quiet work.
Anyway, I woke up with feeling so strange and uncomfortably familiar, that feeling that some time ago was part of my daily life. And I do not know whether I'm used to living like this, to never be satisfied, always wanting more, nothing suffices me, I is sufficient. Now I'm at a stage of relative stability, I have a job that could be better but for the moment I just, I have a partner who never tires of telling me and showing me he loves me and that is what I feel, I have a family I want and are aware and in touch with me again, and if not enough I have been lucky to have another family that allows me and loves me as I never would have imagined.
what else I can ask? What else do I want? Why am I still missing something?
Sometimes I miss my drugs ... the legal, prescription. Sometimes wish I could settle for a basic life
do not know if it's because it rained yesterday, it dawned cold and partly cloudy doing, because they visit the mother and some cousins \u200b\u200band I here at work (aha) I know that my PP is home alone and I would be doing company, because I had a great weekend I went on Saturday to sign autographs for the Trevi and I have it more closely than ever, because yesterday we went shopping, we took the kids and have fun as before because my PP had to go last night and wanted him to also have been, because tomorrow they go on vacation and bonus Celaya's aunt and I have to be working (uh), because the city is strangely empty and eerily quiet work.
Anyway, I woke up with feeling so strange and uncomfortably familiar, that feeling that some time ago was part of my daily life. And I do not know whether I'm used to living like this, to never be satisfied, always wanting more, nothing suffices me, I is sufficient. Now I'm at a stage of relative stability, I have a job that could be better but for the moment I just, I have a partner who never tires of telling me and showing me he loves me and that is what I feel, I have a family I want and are aware and in touch with me again, and if not enough I have been lucky to have another family that allows me and loves me as I never would have imagined.
what else I can ask? What else do I want? Why am I still missing something?
Sometimes I miss my drugs ... the legal, prescription. Sometimes wish I could settle for a basic life
0 comments:
Post a Comment