No deadline is not met ... Poetry On Friday I submitted my exam. From mid-October that thesis allowed me to print and gave me the tentative dates of examination seemed too soon, I thought I was going to get the date in January or February next year but did not. I was neither ready nor capable, and although I did the thesis and was familiar with its contents, is not the same familiarity that aprendertelo to answer any questions that you click on it. So for that I won the nerves, anxiety or despair I tried not to think about it, or talk about it.
do not know if that's what worked for me or giving me cold, and on Tuesday there sedated walked by so many drugs, but I was so nervous as I thought I was going to wear. Early Friday I was heading to Morelia and reach the central PP was already waiting for me, that was the only one who was with me in this important moment of my life. None of my family, the blood, could be something that I was not surprised.
I arrived a half hour before school and soon began to arrive Synod, so if I was nervous, very nervous, especially because there was another review before mine and was too long. At last we enter the examination room and started. Do not know how but I beat the nerves and I could express myself well enough, so I told the Synod, my PP and to the director who was present at the examination. I answered everything that I questioned, I felt, and I think I saw, secure and confident, so the outcome was Approbatory unanimously.
Leaving the examination went to Celaya in the central and the brother was already waiting. We arrived at dinner in the evening because I had hardly eaten for that hour and I was starving. The mother and sister who were still awake and just congratulated me. On Saturday I awoke to the news that the cousin and aunt were not slow in coming, I said nothing because I was preparing a surprise meal. When they arrived I also received congratulations and expressions of affection and joy shared by the whole family. We went to the parade for the anniversary of the revolution because the baby was going to participate and we could not lose. Returning breakfast, my PP went to work and I went to bed all afternoon, I was so tired I do not know if the flu, nerves or emotion.
In the evening we went for my PP to work and coming home I met with surprise that the wife's brother had sweated tacos for lunch / dinner so much like me. That day we went to sleep early because I did not I replenished fatigue.
Sunday family breakfast, then we went to my PP and the premium for a ride back to Celaya and started with the preparations for the meal. Ate family, the aunt, who is the master of ceremonies for these questions, I said a few words of congratulation on behalf of the family and surprised me again with the threads of chocolate and vanilla that I love.
was a memorable weekend, not only by the fact that finally got something we both fought for the joy and satisfaction that I did not leave me stopped half way, despite having finished his degree myself, the me entitled despite the panic that gave me the very idea of \u200b\u200bbasing the exam. Perhaps in practice it is really not much difference between having a title and not have to get a job, may be a simple role as some say or even I thought, but now that I have it understand the true significance of that simple paper, since the importance lies not in the paper itself, the importance lies in the effort, the sacrifices, all the work you have to invest to get that role. And this time I will not devalue, I will not fail to recognize my efforts, I will not play false humility, I am very satisfied with myself, I am very proud to have done, is a recognition needed is a reaffirmation that when I insist I can achieve what I propose, is a sign of my intelligence, my commitment, my discipline, my perseverance.
Then there's the fact I realized that something I'm doing well, I've earned the affection true, sincere and selfless family who welcomed me as one of them a family that has supported me even more than his own, a family who makes sacrifices to accompany me to celebrate with me, a family is glad of my success and continues to being with me through thick and thin, a family that will never have to return, how to pay all they have done for me.
my PP deserves special mention, because despite how hard it will do to people that I want, despite all evidence to put them to test their love, in spite of me He follows me, know I'm not at all easy, I know that any long flight would have sent me, I know if I love her so long ago would have been tired of me. And love, support, understanding that I have received from him, never do enough to gainful and I know he does not expect me to do it.
Then there are my parents, that since I have been consumed with curiosity reason that I shall not want to give me everything I needed and more, and that even now are still concerned for me, I still see that child as he met his every whim. I know sometimes I was an ingrate for not understanding, of reproach things that were not in his hands, when the truth is that for them the only thing I have is gratitude, gratitude for everything they did and are doing for me, for his selfless love for the principles instilled in me, because I was taught by example that we must fight for what you want, what you dream, because I was taught to believe in God, and that because of that I could grow away from vices and I knew time away from bad company, and those who could take me the wrong way.
This weekend I realized that, that I am not alone, that I am very lucky, that is what I have what I need and I am even more fortunate because I know how much I need will come. And while I have come to thank God who has blessed me giving me the family had long coveted, in my childhood parents gave me some excellent and unique, and giving me a couple who loves me, that's more than I imagined someday may have.
