Yesterday I went back to feel, to go to bed I suddenly became uncontrollable anxiety, fear for no reason, I forgot to breath and do what I did all I controlled. I did not want to sleep, he closed his eyes and began to think of disasters, beginning to think that something bad was about to happen to someone you love, and anguish would not let me lying down. What's worse is that even the TV distracted me and I started writing, I began to write until tiredness overcame me and I fell asleep with the computer on.
Strangely today I felt much better, clearer mind and the ideas a little better accommodated. For everything I wrote I realized that the uncertainty is killing me, not knowing what will happen, he still can not find work, the days pass and my situation is not defined, all that trouble me.
I know nothing to worry about if I win I'm taking, I know things happen when they happen, I know like last time the news arrived of where and when you least expect, I know I'll stay here because that's what I want, whenever I want something I manage to get it. And I know that instead of worrying should enjoy the experience and see the positive side to all this, you should take it while I work I am exploring the city, I am learning to move through it and go to many interviews is helping me to improve my oral skills. Money I know I should not worry, because God has charged them to me whenever I feel like I'm running, I know I have the support of my family and my PP, and if this does not reassure me to know there is something else I must make it very clear: Christmas is just around the corner, and I must not allow anything to avoid me enjoy my favorite time of year. So therefore, the only reason to leave aside the anguish, despair and anxiety and begin to enjoy the Christmas spirit is already felt in the environment.
To start, you start with the Christmas decorations!
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